wtf. i just wasted all day.

i was planning on grocery shopping and doing laundry and studying today.
but i ended up doing none.
i just feel like doing nothing so i watched some let's play videos on youtube.
it's fun to watch but i wasted my time.

so unmotivated and depressed now
i don't even feel like making dinner.

i literally feel like not doing anything. but have so many works due and a midterm to take next week.
what am i supposed to do?

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ok i really have to do something to get everything rolling.
after i have my dinner,
i decided to go grocery shopping even though it's almost 11 pm now but i really have to start off with something easy and fun.
then i'll probably do laundry and then start studying and hopefully my depression will go away.
i'll let you know how things go.
Fight off the depression! you must do it or else you'll be screwed.

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just came home from grocery shopping. there're a lot of people out there.
like TONS of people. i think they're all going to party since it's like saturday night at 11 pm.
i really have to turn 21 already. 39 days left!!!
even though i'm still feeling depressed,
I think i'm getting back on track?
i just feel like nothing is going to work out still.
let me try if i can concentrate on studying.
also i feel like there're a lot of people out there asking for a cigarette.
i've been asked at least three times for a cigarette.
and i'm pretty ok about it so i just give them one and asked them, "lighter?"
yeh...
ok i'll update you later.

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updated a few of my websites.
and started to work on my homework. emailed my lab partners about stuff.
feeling a lot better now. i just have to keep myself busy whenever i feel down i guess.
keep it rolling! but it's 2 am now....