Dada Land Compound 2014 Seattle video

i recorded the most exciting parts of the night. enjoy!

Photos form Mt Rainier

sorry guys it's been a month since i took the photos
here are the best fives
love freelensing. ;)

Dada Land Compound gif

bannas, one smile, champagne, pillows, and more bananas.

had so much fun at Dada Land.

so far so good

so far it has been a good week.
i've been doing better and better everyday.
and i've noticed that i've been happier too.

it is mostly like because of my schedule.
since i've only been taking fluoxetine for about 1 week.

school just started on Wednesday
and i've been busy before school started.
i've been working with my boss as the TA of a class and that took me a lot of time.
i also like my classes.
i'm taking a pathobiology class and an x-ray/nuclear imaging bioengineering class.

feels weird to be a graduate student and being around on campus.
i feel... old.

anyway, i think this will be a good school year.
i will be busy with TA, school, and research this quarter.

been doing better

hey guys i've been doing better
getting out of my depressed mood
been starting to do fun things with my bf
we went partying every Wed and Saturday
we had a lot of fun.
also i have more works to do now

been playing Dead Island with my brother.
we had like tons of fun.
love messing around in the game. it's hilarious.
ramming cars into zombies and shit

also i've started playing Portal 2 with my bf.
love the co-op game.

oh and i'm going to be a TA (kind of but more like a grader) for one of my boss's classes
:)

went to the doctor today for my depression
and got a medication called fluoxetine a type of SSRI
hopefully it's going to make my life more fulfilling
i'm also getting CBT which would help with my low self-esteem.
together the medication and CBT should help me a lot.

i'm actually kind of afraid of "losing myself"
my old melancholic self.
i like being melancholic.
haha oh well we'll see how it goes.

oh and i'm also going to Dada Land this Saturday at WaMu!!!
so excited!!!

happy that i'm feeling better now ;)

found myself on street view lol

another video that i made today enjoy.

being doing ok

hey guys,
i've been doing alright.
feeling down most of the time.
i am thinking of getting a counselor.

also i just made these two videos.


haha just kind of bored...

going out tonight. i just wanna dance.