What i've been up to... 1/whatever... wednesday and days after that

i have been eating so healthily!!! like for dinner, i get odwalla protein drink (why aren't the convenience store selling muscle milk anymore D: ???), a huge salad, and a mountain blueberry yogurt
and also get breakfast for the day after... a piece of cheddar cheese and some odwalla protein drink i didn't finish last night...

anyway, wednesday night was when my mood started breaking down...
what happened exactly? actually, i think it's my personal problem :/
so there's a humans vs zombies tag game mission that night
and i felt greatly disregarded... (i can't cope with large group of people!?)
so i started thinking pessimistically about everything
"why am i always alone having dinner... walking to class... walking to dorm....?"

sometimes, i really want to cut my vocal cords or drink acid or base to ruin my vocal cords
so i don't have to speak... i'll just smile, frown, and wave my hand...
i don't like talking! >:(

umm... and my schedule was so freaking full!!
tuesday night: service-learning and snow
wednesday night: zombie mission
thursday night: photography club meeting and chemistry lab
tonight: zombie final mission
ended up i haven't done a lot of studying and homework D:
it's really on my nerve now D:

enough of those complaining...
you still have so many stuff to do Daniel...
do it one by one and everything will be just fine!

ah.... great relief thou blogging really helps!

3 new photos on flickr
and there're more to go!!!!

taken on my flight from taiwan to seattle