wow sorry guys it's been more than a week since my last update

i've been pretty busy with scholarship application and lab

oh and good news guys! i've been accepted into the UW bioengineering BS/MS program!!
so another year of school after i graduate this spring.
can't wait to find a job and start working in a biotech company!

i only have one scholarship personal statement to write.
and it's not due until Feb 15th so i get plenty of time for that!

i'm being quite productive recently.
i do expect to get more busy with homework and school in the upcoming weeks
so yeh...

have a midterm next Wednesday.

and i have a bunch of lab works to do.
gotta fabricate a bunch A BUNCH of samples for someone's project.

and i'm sick again.... :(
sore throat and just feeling like throwing up... feeling so fatigue....

but life in general is going well. having a few ups and downs. but yeh i'll try to look at the bright side.

:)

hey guys i just found a calendar thing on the ground.
it looked important and up to date
i feel like if the person did not have it back. she will be freaking out.
and fortunately she had her number on the thing
so i called her
and gave it back to her
she was so happy!!

i love helping people out especially when it is really important.
:)

Long weekend filled with joy

My quarter has been going well I think 

So much less homework and tests

Like I don't really spend time doing reading and homework anymore it's weird

But I guess this quarter is mostly about projects and doing my capstone research project and applying for scholarship

This weekend was a four day weekend for me

Don't have class on Tuesday so yeh

Well I have to go to check on my cells on Tuesday

Don't quite remember what I did on Friday 

I partied on cap hill Saturday night alone

Had fun dancing and getting drunk haha

Went to a dinner party with my friend on Sunday

Relaxed on Monday

But I gotta say

Alcohol is something I love haha it makes me so happy

I know my limit

So I'm not like throwing up or having bad hangover

And I remember everything I did

I guess I'm quite the responsible drinker ;)

Anyway.

Everything's going pretty well

Of course there highs and lows but yeh

Sorry for lack of blog posts it's just that I don't have much to say I usually wait till there's enough to say then I'll post something 

Thursday

i've been doing well.

had my counseling session on Tuesday morning

it went well. felt good to talk to someone about my problems and ways to tackle them.

i've also been reading a self-help book and so far it's been really close to my heart!

went bar hopping last night alone and saw a few friends.
and i tried to fix the paper towel dispenser at the bathroom and i just couldn't figure it out cuz i was also drunk lol

got kind of drunk haha it's so much fun.

i've finished one of my scholarship app

three more to go.

four day weekend is coming up!! yay! so excited!

so glad i have my tuesdays off.

it's been quite a week.

ok so so far i like my classes
they're not as intense as the 100 level class i took last quarter.
i just really need to focus during lecture and do some reading.
there's not much assignment! thank god!

and i've been going to my research lab every night throughout the weekdays.
sometimes i didn't go home until 10 pm...
so i decided to take a little break from it and relax a bit this weekend!
and i am also working on quite a few scholarship applications so sorry for the lack of updates

i've been doing pretty good. my best friend is still alcohol.
but i need to start going to the gym! so far my schedule doesn't really work out (i've been going to lab every night).

anyway,
gonna go have dinner and party with friend tonight!

oh and i found this notes on my room floor super random but interesting to think about.
not sure where it is from

ttyl!

first day of school

hey
sorry i've been stressing out recently.
but i am feeling better now.
still some way to go.

my first day of school was great.
i like my classes.
all the classes i'm taking are bioengineering classes.
so i like them all!

for now it seems like this quarter will be easier than the previous one!
so i finally get time to really focus on my lab and i can also go to the gym!

hey guys

went school supply and grocery shopping on Saturday.
then my friend and i decided to party on Cap hill
we both got drunk and had lots of fun! i always enjoy going out, drink, enjoy the atmosphere, and dance!
something interesting happened that night.

anyways, i'm feeling hella anxious/depressed right now.
just thinking about people, work and school.
and i just felt like throwing up and couldn't concentrate on anything.
i took like 2 xanax already. feeling a lot better for sure.

getting stuff organized for school now
and ready to go to the lab and work on some stuff now. such a good way to start the quarter :/

hey guys

happy new year!
2014.

some updates...
anyway, drank a lot on the New Years Eve got really drunk but didn't throw up at all.
had lots of fun.
and yeh... going thru my days as usual.
cleaning, working in lab.

anyway, i will need to work out a time for my gym time this quarter.

i don't want the school to start but it's going to start next monday which is like in two days :(

bye guys

oh and its two days from 2014 now

looking back, its been a super great year!

let's review my resolutions:
✓   1. get more experience in research and also apply for scholarships
comments: yup. i got a scholarship and i gained many new skills especially during my research in Taipei.

✓? 2. keep working out!! should gain at least 2-3 kg of weight by the end of 2013.
comments: didn't really go to the gym this year but i always did when i was on the break like spring break and winter break. dunno if i gained 2-3 kg :/ i should weigh myself lol.

✓   3. go to more parties (this should be an easy one since I'll be 21 by March 2013; I seriously can't wait)
comments: i did and i had so much fun!!!

✓? 4. keep the creativity; don't stop taking photos.
comments: well i still took photos but not as much...

i learned and grew a lot personally and in many other aspects.
but it's time to look forward.

my 2014 resolutions:
1. yet again, keep gaining weight. keep eating and working out
2. make major steps in personal life
3. keep up with my good work in lab and school like get more scholarship
4. be a happier person. work on my personal issues like anxiety.

weekend

Friday was basically the same as Thursday.
(kinda like my routine now hahaha)
Saturday same but went partying with F that night.
we went to two bars had some drink and we went to a dance club.
we had lots of fun!
we also talked about deep stuff as we always do.

Sunday.
did chores. dishes laundry. and i also went to my lab.
did go to the gym because i danced too much on Saturday night and i want my body to recover from that plus the workouts throughout the week.

anyway, so far i'm enjoying my break a lot!
and i know i'll be busy again when the school starts.
judging from how many scholarships i'll have to apply and how much work i still need to do for my project....


going to see my friend at the airport tmr morning so yeh going to bed soon have to wake up early