super Über productive!!!

not going back to my room cuz it's like complete darkness.
they say the power should be back sometime before 2 am.

have been in odegaard studying for hours throughout the evening.
and i've been super super productive. read 3 research papers from the professor and i am working on the last one right now.

after that i'm going to start my biology review! midterm is coming up on friday!!

oh and i'm going to have dinner on the ave now. it's almost 8 and i only had one sandwich and a yogurt for the whole day!
but someone will probably will take away my seat :(
and i'll have to look for seat again...

whatever.. i'm going to get dinner now.

new photos

i called the card company and i told them the card number and they told me to destroy the card!!
poor thing... but i have to do it for your owner's good.
i'll do it when i'm back to my dorm.

so i went back to bed after the blog post.
woke up 2 times before 11:00 am thinking that the power is back
haha i dreamed about that the electricity is back and woke up and check the alarm clock but it's still dark...
maybe subconsciously i really want the electricity back or something.

anyway, my milk and yogurt in the fridge are not going to last that long...
if they don't fix it soon...

anyway, it's such a relieve that the hot water is still working!
chatted a bit with my roommates this morning (11:something) and took a shower in the darkness.

then on my way to class, the traffic lights are all down.
pedestrians and cars are all confused lol
like should i go or should i wait and it's a mess...

i'm in by George right now
and just saw a credit card on the floor
i'm calling the credit card company to help the card find its owner :)

here's the news

map from City Light Seattle

ttyl

City ligh now says there're 2033 affected. Some in north of campus some in south some in east of campus.

Weird

So I just woke up cuz my iPhone plugged and laying under my pillow was vibrating crazily and stuff. At the moment I woke up I heard some loud outside like a boom, and saw a flash, I think it's something breaking down or something. And all the lights inside my room was shining crazily. My alarm clock, airport express, and just everything that has an LED on it. I realized the power is out. I looked out the window and yeh the whole Stevens court is out of electricity. The traffic light nearby and street light is down as well. Thanks science I have my flashlight. And nooooo our eater is down too which means its going to be cold. Oh just check the Seattle city light website. There's a huge power outage affecting 800 or so north of the campus. Is this related? But I says it started at 4:30 but it's like 5:30 when I saw all the weird things. And the sky looks kinda pretty because there're stars!!! Lol Dunno if it's large scale enough to produce this effect... What happened? I might have to save some battery for my iPhone though. Make it short. I'll update you if I know anything later!! - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone And apparently my blog press isn't working. So I have use safari.

down

yeh... been kinda depressed recently.

whatever...

just found out that the highest score for the bio midterm was 78

and i got 77 which means i have the second highest score!!! holy crap!!

this is not real!!

yeh i guess i'm studying hard and it payed off.

went working out yesterday evening.
now my muscles sore but i like it!!
i mean that means i worked on the muscle and they'll grow hopefully...

oh and i went to a electric circuit workshop today in Foege building. cool stuff.

yeh...

new photos

enjoy

saturday

i think i'm getting past the bad feelings...
thanks for the encouragements and suggestions!

i know i have to move on and not get stuck by failure.
and yes, i'm moving on now. studying and studying.
just keep on working.

so Frances and I had a dinner and we went to check out 2 piercing stores
i got a pair of new earrings! :)
so the ones i had before were little silver balls
i have ones that are black gem.
they look good! I like them!
i'm thinking of getting other colors like maybe blue ones?
so i can change them according to my moods and outfits! which will be awesome!

i dunno if you can see it clearly but yeh...

anyway, i still have a lot of readings to do and hopefully i'll get past this week.

yeh... i really have to go work out
i'll drop by IMA tomorrow then!! must do it! i'm not procrastinating my work out plan anymore i'm getting sick of it.

so yeh.

as expected, i kinda screwed up the interview...
i was so nervous that i had no idea what i was talking about.
i bet the professor was super confused.... ;(

he wanted me to read some other papers from his group and critically analyze it for next week.
i guess i didn't critically analyzed the paper in my powerpoint and presentation.

man, after the interview i just felt so so so depressed
i feel like there's no hope at all.
i can't see my future in all aspect.
and it's still true right now.
i can't see my future... no matter how hard i try...

i just want to go somewhere and party and dance and have fun right now.
sadly i'm just a stupid little 19 years old kid.

so i decided to go to have a haircut because having my hair cut always gives me a feeling of a fresh start.

i want a new look.

and i like my haircut of course.

had dinner at the Pho place by myself and met a friend i met last year. she lived in mercer hall as well.
we had some talk and she's glad to meet me because otherwise she'd be having dinner herself.
i guess this is something good right?

and after i was back to my room
i just couldn't sit and concentrate on anything
so i decided to dump out all the trash in the bathroom and in the kitchen and in my room.
i think it helped to calm my depression?

seem like there's really nothing else to do... oh well, i'll just study then.
and since i have bio midterm next friday and more paper to read for next week.
i think i have to start studying in spite it's friday night and i've been working so hard all the weekdays.

:/