Happy new year guys!

until then it's already 2011 when i arrive seattle and probably won't have time to update anything...
so i'll wish you a happy new year now :)

my flight is at 11pm. i'll count down first on plane and when i arrive seattle it's still December 31st 2010
so i'll count down again... haha awesome!
i'll probably meet with Alan later

overall... i think i have a great time during these 11 days in Taiwan
though a bit too busy and i almost forget what i did on the first few days...
met with family and friends

i might need to rethink about some of my ideas of what Taiwan means for me...
and what Seattle means for me...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

and here's something fun i want to share with you

from http://survivingtheworld.net/Lesson7.html

tuesday, a good day, just like tuesdays back in Seattle

met with my friend today and we had a lunch at Chungyo 中友
we chatted
how she has been in Italy and how I have been in Seattle

then I met with another friend
he is stuck in AST
hope he can graduate soon
but he told me that things have gone a little better after the old school president left
good luck to him!

so the i uploaded two photos (god i haven't been taking photos recently... i'm so sorry)
after the party


and my Christmas gift! thank you again, Andrew!

monday now

so i've probably met all my cousins already... lol
went clubbing yesterday with my high school friend and my brother
it's our celebration for Christmas! :D
it's crowded though... there're too much people... but we still made it into the dance floor :D
had three shots haha and it was awesome!

and i am missing Seattle already :/
i want to go back!

so here's some new photos











more in my flickr

busy ah

wow, it turns out to be that i don't have time at all!!

eating out with cousins and family most of the day

spending a lot of time with family

personally i think Seattle is way better than Taichung 

but my brother keeps telling me that Taiwan is still better than USA haha

and some new photos here

they're all taken during my trip from Seattle to Taichung

back to taiwan- Chapter 3

ah!! such a long trip!
i was awake for about 36 hours traveling with a huge heavy luggage and two big carry on bags D:
first i took bus to the tunnel
then i took the link (the light rail) to airport
and then walked for... at least ten minutes to the airline check-in place
security check was a hassle!
then it was a 13 hours flight... my ass hurt
finally it's taiwan but the trip wasn't over yet
then i took a bus to HSR station
and took HSR to Taichung and finally mom and godmother came....

so the sky is unusually pale blue and it's foggy all over the place
and it's hot!! and humid that's what i first noticed when i got off the plane... so humid....

so i got this very strange feeling when i got home...
it's like i'm familiar with everything here but... it's just not the old feeling...
and it's even stranger when i saw my brother... and extremely weird when i heard he spoke
"what the... why does he have the same voice with me??"

but we got along soon! we talked and talked and talked!!

i just woke up and it's only 7 am... blame jet lag...

still haven't plan for any activity for my 11 days (now 10 days) in taiwan!
but i think i'm starting to get that old feeling back now! that "home sweet home" feeling! :D

total lunar eclipse!

you guys are so lucky!!

it's a total lunar eclipse and it's visible throughout the whole nation!!

the partial eclipse will start at about 10:30 pm and the total eclipse will start at 11:40 pm (PST)

the moon is going to turn RED!

i have never seen one total lunar eclipse or total solar eclipse before :(

and i'm going to miss this one cuz i'm flying back to Taiwan tomorrow at 1 am...

i promise to myself, i'm going to see at least one total solar eclipse and one total lunar eclipse!

don't miss the eclipse guys!!

rainy seattle!

new photos uploaded!

almost to the end of chapter 2

as i lost my count of "chapters" of my college life, i decided to just simply it...
when i feel like ending a chapter i'll do it and to start a new chapter i'll do it
even to end the whole story or to start a new story, i'll do it :D

so autumn quarter had ended and it was awesome!!
in chapter 2, i met some great people and i hope we'll still keep in touch in the future!
i learned a lot of stuff and changed a lot!?

and i had asked some people, "what do you think about your 2010?"
for me, 2010 is CHANGE
my life now is totally different from the one i had 3 months ago
and wow just three months!!?

how about you? what do you think about your 2010?

i think i'll start my chapter 3 tomorrow
i'll call it "departure"

now i'm at frances's apartment
thanks a lot frances!! and tomorrow night at about 9 i'll take bus and light rail with frances's brother to the airport
and fly back to Taiwan

oh and i got some photos uploaded!

photos of halo

on flickr

huge moon halo

Instead, i'll post it here first cuz i dun want you to miss this awesome atmospheric optic!!
it's breath-taking!!
it's caused by the ice crystals in the sky similar to a rainbow but they're not the same thing!
and this was what i said,

"it's a halo rainbow! oh my gaud, halo rainbow all the way around the moon!

it's so bright so vivid!"

finally

done with finals this morning

i woke up like 6:45 am and it's a pain in the ass!!!

i felt so unreal this morning (i felt like breaking away from reality)

like i had been extremely depressed for the whole two or three days and didn't really have a real conversation with anyone...

but it all changed after the final!!!! XD 

my emotion fluctuated so much.... i think i'm a bit crazy now...

but extremely happy as well! cuz i was talking to people and i went shopping with frances this afternoon 

in safeway and downtown

and tiff and her friends visited my room today

tiff is going to take care of my plant for the winter break 

and one of her friend is moving to mercer next quarter so i showed her my room and if felt like a hotel person you know

"and here you have a huge closet.... and a desk with light...."

oh and i saw this huge moon halo!! this is the best i have ever seen! i remembered i did see one in Taiwan but it's a partial halo

in Seattle everything is complete!!! hahaha

i'll post some new photos in flickr asap :)

i'm so depressed now :C
getting more and more depressed day after day...
arrgh.... the same old feeling of "no one likes me"... it's haunting me again...
i hate depression...
and it's impossible to cheer up yourself
the only way to get through it is
shut your door and put on your headphone and listen to sad songs

sigh...

probably it is the consequence of not going to workout for more than a week...?
i dunno or it's just a cycle of highs and lows...?

Some findings

new look for my blog
hope you guys like it!
a lot of changes though...

oh and i suddenly felt like "back to high school" last night
it's been so long i haven't felt like "in trouble" :D
when your heart beats faster and legs tremble!

when i was lying on my bed ready to sleep last night
i found out that i might have some degree of SAD, or social anxiety disorder
of course not to the degree of avoiding any occasions or sweating in front of people

1. i think i worry way too much about how people view me... i always feel embarrassed...
2. and i always think way too much about what i should do or say... cuz i don't want to offense or turn off any conversation...
3. if people do say bad things about me or disapprove me in any manner, i'll think about it for the whole day... i can even think about it for days... saying to myself, "daniel, never do that again, never!"

anyway, i know that i do enjoy time alone doing all stuff by myself etc
but i always imagine myself as a guy with a group of good friends talking all day long
clearly, my expectation and my situation disagree greatly...
but i'm working hard on transforming...

and i found something really interesting from the article about SAD in wikipedia you might want to take a look

"One study found that the effects of parenting are different depending on the culture – American children appear more likely to develop social anxiety disorder if their parents emphasize the importance of others' opinions and use shame as a disciplinary strategy (Leung et al., 1994), but this association was not found for Chinese/Chinese-American children. In China, research has indicated that shy-inhibited children are more accepted than their peers and more likely to be considered for leadership and considered competent, in contrast to the findings in Western countries."

-Social anxiety disorder, from Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

tomorrow 4:30 pm is chem final

i'm reading Chapter 8 now haha

1/3 of final done~

i just finished my math final!
i think i did pretty well :D
total of 9 problems in 2 and a half hours!
i had no problem with 2 and a half hours! XD

monday is chem and thursday is physics almost there!

so i just uploaded new photos from my Thanksgiving holidays
and those are the last batch!
enjoy





see more in my flickr

going thru it

slept at 5 something yesterday D:
i'm going to go to bed early today!
HW all done finally! NO MORE HW!
i just need to start reading over the textbooks and doing some practice problems

and here are some new photos from thanksgiving (lol so long ago)
sorry about that
enjoy!

final

math final this saturday

chem and physics finals are next week, and physics is at 8:30 am :(

didn't go to workout today :(

too busy... way too busy with study

and i must cherish my last 12 days in Seattle!

I'll definitely miss Seattle... sorry Taiwan...

but Seattle is way much better

at least that's what i feel...

i think what i enjoy the most is the freedom

i decide what i want, need, like and what i don't want, need, and like

it's getting more and more "Christmas" here :)

Christmas music creeping into my favorite radio

decoration in restaurants and stores is all green and red :D

oh!!!

i know what i shall do after my finals... take pictures of Christmas in Seattle :)

have a great week guys

hopefully i'll update my blog this week...

busy week

so i actually found out that i can request extension on the HW i missed!
yay! i got an 87-ish on that assignment :)

and i'm feeling much better thou i think i kinda screw up my physics again....
but i think i'll do better than the last one

um.. so i haven't been blogging and flickring as you can see...
we're doing Taylor's series in math and fluids in physics and buffers in chem
and a lot of HW to do

so after my thursday physics midterm, there's this floor dance party
in our little floor lounge neatly decorated by us :) it's fun!

i'll get through it this weekend i think!
and have a good weekend guys!

i'll go workout tmr!

so here are some new photos :)







more on my flickr
and more new photos coming up later ;)

meme

meme is fun

hum... what else could be everywhere?

telephones of course!

go check out more of the "x x everywhere" meme here

ah~

bad tuesday bad tuesday...

i didn't finish my math midterm :(
i know how to do them i just need more time :(
i have been feeling very depressed after the exam...

maybe take a walk in downtown and go shop for food might feel better!?
so as scheduled, i went to downtown to get my certification from Taiwanese government
and then i went to safeway and shopped for food and stuff
and then i went to workout

i wasn't feeling better :/

and i spent the whole night surfing and surfing the Internet...
and forgot to do physics HW which is due on 11 pm....
so i got like 51% on that HW :((

the f**k!?

still have physics and math and chem to do (duh...)
physics midterm this thursday...
AHHH! it's going to be an extremely busy week!!

i dun remember i did well on any of the midterms :(
except chem! oh yes... chem makes me feel much much better... (got 100% on my first chem midterm ;))
but not for math or physics :(

hope my overall grade won't look bad though i get good grades on HW and others...

i'll go to sleep then maybe i'll feel better tomorrow? hope so....