How could I ever enjoy life?
;(
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Aug 31, 2012
Aug 29, 2012
deadmau5's new song "Professional Griefers"
deadmau5 is also wearing Nyan cat shirt!!!! love this video!
some updates
so haven't been doing stuff lately...
the typhoon kind of messed up my family trip.
so yeh...
but we still went out together and had dinner and stuff.
nothing much to say...
the typhoon kind of messed up my family trip.
so yeh...
but we still went out together and had dinner and stuff.
nothing much to say...
Aug 27, 2012
Aug 25, 2012
haven't been updating for a while
sorry guys, just got back from Seattle and i've been quite busy. also i had jet lag.
but now i'm fine.
so as you know, i just went clubbing with my bro and we had a lot of fun!!
haven't been up to anything lately.
yeh so i don't really have anything to talk about.
our family is going on a 3-day trip Monday
so i got to spend more quality time with my family which is awesome.
and yeh i miss the party right now already. i had so much fun.
oh and nothing will be on flickr yet... sorry guys.
maybe i'll put on some new stuff after the family trip.
:D
but now i'm fine.
so as you know, i just went clubbing with my bro and we had a lot of fun!!
haven't been up to anything lately.
yeh so i don't really have anything to talk about.
our family is going on a 3-day trip Monday
so i got to spend more quality time with my family which is awesome.
and yeh i miss the party right now already. i had so much fun.
oh and nothing will be on flickr yet... sorry guys.
maybe i'll put on some new stuff after the family trip.
:D
18tc is the best
They played "the veldt" by deadmau5!!
Holy crap!! I was like dancing super crazily even though there're only like 5 people left on the floor because it was almost the end.
I love 18tc's music.
Usually the songs toward the end of party.
And my bro met so many new people.
He told me that some come from Japan, some from Singapore.
Anyway, we had a lot of fun!
:D
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Holy crap!! I was like dancing super crazily even though there're only like 5 people left on the floor because it was almost the end.
I love 18tc's music.
Usually the songs toward the end of party.
And my bro met so many new people.
He told me that some come from Japan, some from Singapore.
Anyway, we had a lot of fun!
:D
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Aug 24, 2012
Aug 23, 2012
there's this secret party
it's called .party()
not sure about the lineup but a little bit of online research tells me that
there might be Avicii.
and it's somehow related to deadmau5!!
shit i wanna go but it's 21+ :(
damn it, i hate being under 21!
it's like you're not allowed to have fun and stuff.
and the party is on sept 1st and i'm still in taiwan.
oh well, i guess there'll be more parties like this in the future
and i have to emphasize that it's the future after i turn 21.
195 days till 21!!!
not sure about the lineup but a little bit of online research tells me that
there might be Avicii.
and it's somehow related to deadmau5!!
shit i wanna go but it's 21+ :(
damn it, i hate being under 21!
it's like you're not allowed to have fun and stuff.
and the party is on sept 1st and i'm still in taiwan.
oh well, i guess there'll be more parties like this in the future
and i have to emphasize that it's the future after i turn 21.
195 days till 21!!!
Dunno if I should keep my food log
It's much more a trouble to keep track of my calories intake in Taiwan. Since I don't have that much information about what I ate.
:/
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Aug 22, 2012
so apparently there's a typhoon coming.
and i'm glad i made it without any delay.
though it's quite stormy here already.
i also saw a rainbow when i was taking HSR to taichung.
though it's quite stormy here already.
i also saw a rainbow when i was taking HSR to taichung.
Flight log 8/22
Flight log 8/22
12:56 am
Rush rush rush. There're not as many people as I expected.
So I got through checkpoints and stuff super fast.
Waiting for boarding now.
And charging my iPhone.
If there's not much people, does that mean that I can have tons of space on the plane!?? :D
1:18 am
Just bought a bottle of water and a turkey wrap.
Gotta put something in my tummy or else it might get upset.
Kinda bored now.
1:32 am
Boarded.
Extremely fast.
No need to wait for any line.
I'm happy! :D
Also grabbed newspaper in case I got bored.
Omg it's so empty!!
Hope no one sits beside me.
So im in a window seat.
It'll be perfect if there's no one sitting beside me so i can walk to anywhere on the plane without asking people to move!!!
1:39 am
Yay!
1:43 am
Just took 2 sleeping aid pills.
And took out my book.
Gonna start reading it.
Still can believe I get all this space!! :D
2:25 am
Took off.
Omg I have 3 freaking seats!!
2:36 am
Reading book now.
Just got a boarding form and a survey from the attendant.
Thinking about "Russian unicorn"
Hahaha
2:52 am
Tired... Wanna take a small nap.
I can actually put my legs on the seats do its so much better then the high class seats.
3:05 am
Meals are here but I want to sleep :/
Should I eat? No. It's not time for eating.
Oh well...
5:07 am
I wanna sleep more!!
9:01 am
More? Yeh.
10:53 am
Turbulence is annoying.
Cuz then I have to buckle up and I can buckle up while I'm laying on the seats.
Going back to sleep later.
And im going to lavatory.
10:58 am
I see cute little dots of lights. Theyre probably boats.
And checked the map. We're just beside Japan now.
11:04 am
Just went to the lavatory
I dont know why they have to use a fancy word for restroom.
Anyway, I can see Japan right now!! :D
I'm looking at Sendai now.
Wait no...
That's not Sendai.
I'm looking at freaking Tokyo!!! :D
I'm in the night sky
Flying above the city.
Just like how I used to see
A plane flying through the night sky
Blinking it's wing lights
But now I'm the one in the sky
Looking down at the city.
I wonder, how many people are looking at the plane flying through the night sky.
Tokyo so beautiful!
Wanna go visit there sometime!
Auto enhanced the pics with iPhones photo edit. Looks horrible but that's the best I can do.
11:52 am
Filled out the boarding form
Filling out the survey now
Forever alone D:
Haha asking me what I'll be doing.
Of course I'll be clubbing.
12:06 pm
Finished survey.
Organized my stuff a little bit.
Just got my meal.
Brunch time!
12:19 pm
Firnirsh mer merl!
Shit! Accidentally deleted picture of meal... :(
12:28 pm
Nothing to do. Gonna read my book.
1:16 pm
Still reading my book.
Landing in a little more than 30 minutes.
1:41 pm
Saw Taiwan outside my window
We're landing
1:55 pm Seattle time
Landed.
4:58 am Taiwan time
Everyone's getting their stuff
But then we're all demanded to get back our seats lol.
Waiting for some power issue.
5:10 am
That rush of humid air.
Making my fingers sticky.
End of flight log 8/23
12:56 am
Rush rush rush. There're not as many people as I expected.
So I got through checkpoints and stuff super fast.
Waiting for boarding now.
And charging my iPhone.
If there's not much people, does that mean that I can have tons of space on the plane!?? :D
1:18 am
Just bought a bottle of water and a turkey wrap.
Gotta put something in my tummy or else it might get upset.
Kinda bored now.
1:32 am
Boarded.
Extremely fast.
No need to wait for any line.
I'm happy! :D
Also grabbed newspaper in case I got bored.
Omg it's so empty!!
Hope no one sits beside me.
So im in a window seat.
It'll be perfect if there's no one sitting beside me so i can walk to anywhere on the plane without asking people to move!!!
1:39 am
Yay!
1:43 am
Just took 2 sleeping aid pills.
And took out my book.
Gonna start reading it.
Still can believe I get all this space!! :D
2:25 am
Took off.
Omg I have 3 freaking seats!!
2:36 am
Reading book now.
Just got a boarding form and a survey from the attendant.
Thinking about "Russian unicorn"
Hahaha
2:52 am
Tired... Wanna take a small nap.
I can actually put my legs on the seats do its so much better then the high class seats.
3:05 am
Meals are here but I want to sleep :/
Should I eat? No. It's not time for eating.
Oh well...
5:07 am
I wanna sleep more!!
9:01 am
More? Yeh.
10:53 am
Turbulence is annoying.
Cuz then I have to buckle up and I can buckle up while I'm laying on the seats.
Going back to sleep later.
And im going to lavatory.
10:58 am
I see cute little dots of lights. Theyre probably boats.
And checked the map. We're just beside Japan now.
11:04 am
Just went to the lavatory
I dont know why they have to use a fancy word for restroom.
Anyway, I can see Japan right now!! :D
I'm looking at Sendai now.
Wait no...
That's not Sendai.
I'm looking at freaking Tokyo!!! :D
I'm in the night sky
Flying above the city.
Just like how I used to see
A plane flying through the night sky
Blinking it's wing lights
But now I'm the one in the sky
Looking down at the city.
I wonder, how many people are looking at the plane flying through the night sky.
Tokyo so beautiful!
Wanna go visit there sometime!
Auto enhanced the pics with iPhones photo edit. Looks horrible but that's the best I can do.
11:52 am
Filled out the boarding form
Filling out the survey now
Forever alone D:
Haha asking me what I'll be doing.
Of course I'll be clubbing.
12:06 pm
Finished survey.
Organized my stuff a little bit.
Just got my meal.
Brunch time!
12:19 pm
Firnirsh mer merl!
Shit! Accidentally deleted picture of meal... :(
12:28 pm
Nothing to do. Gonna read my book.
1:16 pm
Still reading my book.
Landing in a little more than 30 minutes.
1:41 pm
Saw Taiwan outside my window
We're landing
1:55 pm Seattle time
Landed.
4:58 am Taiwan time
Everyone's getting their stuff
But then we're all demanded to get back our seats lol.
Waiting for some power issue.
5:10 am
That rush of humid air.
Making my fingers sticky.
End of flight log 8/23
Aug 21, 2012
my desk few hours before going to airport
sorry it's really blurry
watched a few Vi's math videos.
they're so mind blowing!
and good at calming me down (i'm always subconsciously nervous before flying)
and there's this typhoon that's going to make a landfall sometime Thursday taiwan time
which is super close to my arrival time.
bring it on!! i'm prepared for everything.
watched a few Vi's math videos.
they're so mind blowing!
and good at calming me down (i'm always subconsciously nervous before flying)
and there's this typhoon that's going to make a landfall sometime Thursday taiwan time
which is super close to my arrival time.
bring it on!! i'm prepared for everything.
Aug 20, 2012
oh my god
just received a Flickr mail from a company making postcards of universities.
"possibly" they want to use some of my UW photos
:D
"possibly" they want to use some of my UW photos
:D
busy with stuffs
finished shopping, doing laundry, and generally packing.
won't be updating Flickr for a while.
but hopefully soon.
now i just have to focus on doing my lab stuff.
went to Northgate on Saturday and Bellevue on Sunday with Zach.
won't be updating Flickr for a while.
but hopefully soon.
Aug 18, 2012
so empty again
my roommates moved out.
and only one is staying for the interim.
so it's just me and him for a couple of days and then it'll be him all alone.
again,
people moved in to and out of your life constantly.
why is my wording so bad!?
and only one is staying for the interim.
so it's just me and him for a couple of days and then it'll be him all alone.
again,
people moved in to and out of your life constantly.
why is my wording so bad!?
the last few days.
I'm not happy recently.
It doesn't feel like depression.
Cuz I am still somehow motivated to do lots of things.
I think I have been pondering tons of thoughts through my head lately
About relationships between people and how they interact.
And also I only have 4 more days in Seattle.
I mean going back to Taiwan will be fun too like you know change my life a bit since I have been living my life with the same routines everyday during my summer. A little change to my life will probably do me some good.
Anyway, I'll keep the thoughts about relationships between people to myself.
So at Friday, I woke up at 6:24 am surprisingly. I set my alarm at 6:30 am and I just somehow managed to wake up before the alarm.
Also I had a good sleep even though it's like 6-7 hours only.
And I went to help out the EFS move in as a volunteer.
I helped out so many people. Carried luggages, pushed carts around, answered questions, and dealt with problems and met new people.
My shift ended at 12:00 pm but i went back again cuz I had nothing to do.
And I also met one of my ex-roommate. He's one of the RAs in Terry hall now.
So I worked till 2:00 pm and then I went to my lab. Did some sample fabrication and went to lab meeting.
After meeting, I got back to my dorm and one of my roommate is moving out.
Yup, People come in to and go out of your life at a surprisingly fast rate.
I'm really getting used of it.
And now I'm in the gym working out. Even though it's the last few days, I won't stop working out. I'm super dedicated to buff myself up and nothing will stop me.
oh and i don't think i'll be going to IMA till I come back. busy these days.
see you in a month IMA.
so empty yesterday.
today or Saturday, I'm going to buy stuff and do stuff.
my room is so messy. i'm so disorganized recently.
It doesn't feel like depression.
Cuz I am still somehow motivated to do lots of things.
I think I have been pondering tons of thoughts through my head lately
About relationships between people and how they interact.
And also I only have 4 more days in Seattle.
I mean going back to Taiwan will be fun too like you know change my life a bit since I have been living my life with the same routines everyday during my summer. A little change to my life will probably do me some good.
Anyway, I'll keep the thoughts about relationships between people to myself.
So at Friday, I woke up at 6:24 am surprisingly. I set my alarm at 6:30 am and I just somehow managed to wake up before the alarm.
Also I had a good sleep even though it's like 6-7 hours only.
And I went to help out the EFS move in as a volunteer.
I helped out so many people. Carried luggages, pushed carts around, answered questions, and dealt with problems and met new people.
My shift ended at 12:00 pm but i went back again cuz I had nothing to do.
And I also met one of my ex-roommate. He's one of the RAs in Terry hall now.
So I worked till 2:00 pm and then I went to my lab. Did some sample fabrication and went to lab meeting.
After meeting, I got back to my dorm and one of my roommate is moving out.
Yup, People come in to and go out of your life at a surprisingly fast rate.
I'm really getting used of it.
And now I'm in the gym working out. Even though it's the last few days, I won't stop working out. I'm super dedicated to buff myself up and nothing will stop me.
oh and i don't think i'll be going to IMA till I come back. busy these days.
see you in a month IMA.
so empty yesterday.
today or Saturday, I'm going to buy stuff and do stuff.
my room is so messy. i'm so disorganized recently.
Aug 17, 2012
Record least amount of people in the first floor of IMA
6 including me.
Cuz it's Friday and it's the end of summer quarter final week.
Now 5.
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Cuz it's Friday and it's the end of summer quarter final week.
Now 5.
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Power outage
Saw light flickering while working out.
Then received text from UW alert saying power is out in west campus.
*not impressed face like McKayla*
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Then received text from UW alert saying power is out in west campus.
*not impressed face like McKayla*
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Aug 16, 2012
It happens so often
Usually when I walked for a distance ad then suddenly I kneel down or sit down.
I experience heart palpitation.
I can feel my heart murmur at first like the second heart beat is not as clear as it should be.
And then it starts beating irregularly. Sometime fast sometimes slow.
And then after a few seconds it gets back to normal.
:/
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I experience heart palpitation.
I can feel my heart murmur at first like the second heart beat is not as clear as it should be.
And then it starts beating irregularly. Sometime fast sometimes slow.
And then after a few seconds it gets back to normal.
:/
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i took 2 Tums already.
before taking the Tums, i've already felt better.
but not sure whether my upset stomach going to get worse or not.
should i take a PPI as well?
i'm not even completely sure what is causing my upset stomach but i think it's probably acid problem namely acid reflux.
sigh. only 2800 calories today. i wanted to finish a bag of chips which is supposed to make it 3100 calories. but my stupid stomach is not cooperating.
oh well, i'll have to eat it tomorrow then and boost my calories to 3400 calories.
but not sure whether my upset stomach going to get worse or not.
should i take a PPI as well?
i'm not even completely sure what is causing my upset stomach but i think it's probably acid problem namely acid reflux.
sigh. only 2800 calories today. i wanted to finish a bag of chips which is supposed to make it 3100 calories. but my stupid stomach is not cooperating.
oh well, i'll have to eat it tomorrow then and boost my calories to 3400 calories.
Aug 15, 2012
Aug 13, 2012
Aug 12, 2012
sunday
i did nothing today but woke up, took a shower, ate food, and interneted.
yeh... i was originally thinking that i should go to the gym but i woke up too late.
then i planned to go shopping in Northgate but then i was too lazy and i had this horrible upper back pain.
it's probably because i fist pumped too much during the party.
so like my upper back muscles are pissed.
ordered JJ's sandwich online and they just delivered it to my place! :D
:( i have like no more than 2 weeks left in Seattle
no more gym... no more weight gain...
for now i weight around 140 lb that's around 63.5 kg
and during the beginning of summer i weighted about 61 kg
not so bad for two months i guess.
but i'm still way too skinny.
yeh... i was originally thinking that i should go to the gym but i woke up too late.
then i planned to go shopping in Northgate but then i was too lazy and i had this horrible upper back pain.
it's probably because i fist pumped too much during the party.
so like my upper back muscles are pissed.
ordered JJ's sandwich online and they just delivered it to my place! :D
:( i have like no more than 2 weeks left in Seattle
no more gym... no more weight gain...
for now i weight around 140 lb that's around 63.5 kg
and during the beginning of summer i weighted about 61 kg
not so bad for two months i guess.
but i'm still way too skinny.
Aug 11, 2012
on my way back.
i met my ex-roommate in Jimmy John's.
i wasn't expecting that at all so i got kind of nervous
and ended the conversation no more than 10 sentences... :(
should have talked to him more... man i'm so socially awkward.
and i saw this baby seagull at the entrance to the parking lot of stevens court.
and chased it to a corner and it looked like it didn't give a fuck at all.
but then minutes later when i got back to take a look whether it is still there or not.
it's like sitting all alone in the corner...
awww.... i don't know what to do... i hope i could help it to find it's parents?
i wasn't expecting that at all so i got kind of nervous
and ended the conversation no more than 10 sentences... :(
should have talked to him more... man i'm so socially awkward.
and i saw this baby seagull at the entrance to the parking lot of stevens court.
and chased it to a corner and it looked like it didn't give a fuck at all.
but then minutes later when i got back to take a look whether it is still there or not.
it's like sitting all alone in the corner...
awww.... i don't know what to do... i hope i could help it to find it's parents?
oh my gob! Kaskade was awesome!!!!
danced all night from 8 to 12!
i'm tired now.
gonna take a shower later.
he played "I Remember" by deadmau5 at the very end!!!!
i still can't believe he played it!!! so awesome!!!
i was like happy and felt like crying when he started playing that song.
yes, that's how i love "I Remember"
it's the best song ever.
the music was awesome and the party was fun.
they had this huge bouncy balls all over the place so like it looks so pretty and fun!
oh and the animations on the screen were pretty cool too.
imma upload the videos soon.
the photos i took with my disposable will come in tomorrow.
but here are some photos i took with iPhone.
haha i saw this on our way to the party and i must take a photo of it.
i'm tired now.
gonna take a shower later.
he played "I Remember" by deadmau5 at the very end!!!!
i still can't believe he played it!!! so awesome!!!
i was like happy and felt like crying when he started playing that song.
yes, that's how i love "I Remember"
it's the best song ever.
the music was awesome and the party was fun.
they had this huge bouncy balls all over the place so like it looks so pretty and fun!
oh and the animations on the screen were pretty cool too.
imma upload the videos soon.
the photos i took with my disposable will come in tomorrow.
but here are some photos i took with iPhone.
haha i saw this on our way to the party and i must take a photo of it.
YOLO!! haha it should be put after sentence about how people should do things carefully.
This is not kaskade. he's the first DJ on the stage.
This is Kaskade! look at those awesome screens.
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Aug 10, 2012
all of a sudden there're so many things to do.
yup just stayed at my lab at night finishing up some fabrication work.
and yeh party tomorrow!! excited!
but i couldn't go to the lab picnic... :( cuz there's time conflict...
and yeh party tomorrow!! excited!
but i couldn't go to the lab picnic... :( cuz there's time conflict...
Aug 8, 2012
Aug 7, 2012
post nasal drip
so i think some of my nausea are somehow linked to my sinusitis
i've always have problem with my nose
and post nasal drip causes nausea.
so i decide to get a nose wash thing and see if that helps with my miserable nausea.
i've always have problem with my nose
and post nasal drip causes nausea.
so i decide to get a nose wash thing and see if that helps with my miserable nausea.
Aug 6, 2012
entry with lots of pictures!!!!!
but first,
i'm having really bad stomachache lately.
all get better after eating stuff...
maybe i just can't sense hunger instead i sense nausea.
but i really hope my stomach will be fine this Friday cuz it's party time!!!!
ok so saturday,
it's my roommate Zachary's bday.
he and his friends and i went sailing, i'm the photographer!
and went on the Great Wheel then we headed back to our apartment and had dinner.
anyway, it was fun.
Sunday,
i went out with Benjamin.
we went to Capitol Hill and took photos around.
we had dinner at an italian restaurant. food was awesome!
we also went to a record store
and i found this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i bought two vinyl records. super cheap. they only cost a little more than 2 bucks.
but the funny thing is that we don't have a record player haha
but we are planning to get one soon so we can play the records we bought!
i'm having really bad stomachache lately.
all get better after eating stuff...
maybe i just can't sense hunger instead i sense nausea.
but i really hope my stomach will be fine this Friday cuz it's party time!!!!
ok so saturday,
it's my roommate Zachary's bday.
he and his friends and i went sailing, i'm the photographer!
sailing!! so much fun!!
and went on the Great Wheel then we headed back to our apartment and had dinner.
great wheel.
Zachary's bday!
he's the chief.anyway, it was fun.
Sunday,
i went out with Benjamin.
we went to Capitol Hill and took photos around.
the stone thing where you can see Space Needle in the hole.
the classy Italian restaurant.
we also went to a record store
and i found this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
holy crap!!! i want it!! deadmau5 vinyl record!!! but it's 25 bucks :(
and i bought two vinyl records. super cheap. they only cost a little more than 2 bucks.
but the funny thing is that we don't have a record player haha
but we are planning to get one soon so we can play the records we bought!
Aug 5, 2012
So much to blog about haha
I'll write it up sometime tonight!
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Aug 4, 2012
Oh man I might have hyperthermia...
Worked out today and had dinner in my super warm room.
And I'm feeling kind of nauseous.
So I took a cool shower, drank some water, and now lying on a bench outside our dorm!
So cool out here!
I'm so happy!
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And I'm feeling kind of nauseous.
So I took a cool shower, drank some water, and now lying on a bench outside our dorm!
So cool out here!
I'm so happy!
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Aug 3, 2012
btw my sleep yesterday was super weird
so yesterday i woke up at around 10 am and i forced myself back to sleep
and i started getting this really weird dreams... more like hallucinations... i guess... according to a website.
so like i had this terrible sleep terror and it's also kind of like sleep paralysis.
i dreamed about myself sleeping on my bed in my room and my jaws were like crazily opening and closing uncontrollably.
also i dreamed about someone yelling very loudly and hit my back really hard but from that person's view.
also dreamed about me unable to move and this is what we called sleep paralysis, but i don't think i was experiencing sleep paralysis cuz my eyes weren't open? i wasn't even sure...
and i just kept waking up from those sleep terrors and fell asleep seconds later and had sleep terrors again...
but i wasn't even sure whether i really did wake up... maybe the whole thing was a dream?
it's a mess...
here are two sites i found that have the same situation.
http://www.dreamviews.com/f13/rjm-rapid-jaw-movement-lucid-experiences-50487/
http://www.mdjunction.com/forums/narcolepsy-discussions/general-support/312505-strange-shaking-chaos-during-sleep-paralysis
they said you're more likely to experience this if you go back to sleep after you're awake.
i think it might be because your brain is thinking about the immediate surrounding you woke up to which was just few minutes ago and was just where you were,
then right when you fall asleep again, your brain starts to dream about your immediate surrounding.
and this is where you wouldn't be able to tell the difference between the real world and dream.
Inception kicks in!!! btw i had my reverse clock right beside me and it's always making the tik tok noise. I can use the tik tok noise to determine whether i'm actually in the real world or a dream.
it's kind of funny thinking about it now
but disturbing at the same time.
and i started getting this really weird dreams... more like hallucinations... i guess... according to a website.
so like i had this terrible sleep terror and it's also kind of like sleep paralysis.
i dreamed about myself sleeping on my bed in my room and my jaws were like crazily opening and closing uncontrollably.
also i dreamed about someone yelling very loudly and hit my back really hard but from that person's view.
also dreamed about me unable to move and this is what we called sleep paralysis, but i don't think i was experiencing sleep paralysis cuz my eyes weren't open? i wasn't even sure...
and i just kept waking up from those sleep terrors and fell asleep seconds later and had sleep terrors again...
but i wasn't even sure whether i really did wake up... maybe the whole thing was a dream?
it's a mess...
here are two sites i found that have the same situation.
http://www.dreamviews.com/f13/rjm-rapid-jaw-movement-lucid-experiences-50487/
http://www.mdjunction.com/forums/narcolepsy-discussions/general-support/312505-strange-shaking-chaos-during-sleep-paralysis
they said you're more likely to experience this if you go back to sleep after you're awake.
i think it might be because your brain is thinking about the immediate surrounding you woke up to which was just few minutes ago and was just where you were,
then right when you fall asleep again, your brain starts to dream about your immediate surrounding.
and this is where you wouldn't be able to tell the difference between the real world and dream.
Inception kicks in!!! btw i had my reverse clock right beside me and it's always making the tik tok noise. I can use the tik tok noise to determine whether i'm actually in the real world or a dream.
it's kind of funny thinking about it now
but disturbing at the same time.
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